Saturday, September 13, 2008

Even psycho know how to appreciate me and he even thought you were Lucky cause aLL i think about was you.
Since i've met you,its been awhiLe since i Looked out of the window,but now i reaLize,even the dude has a bigger heart than yours.
Who are you?
i don't even recognize you anymore.
Or maybe it was you aLL aLong but you just din't show your true coLours.
Maybe you din't reaLize who i was too.
Maybe i've commited a mistake,maybe i am too pathetic to grope to any man that waLks pass.
i swear i rue the day i met you.
ShouLdn't have deveLop a feeLings that has not been entering for so Long.
ShouLdn't have judge you from the outside.
Thanks God we wasn't taking things too fast,cause if we were,it wouLd be 20/08.
No,i am not desperate to have a bf or you in any way,you see i have been singLe for about a year + now and yes i know i can be independant.
i need you cause i used to Love you.
it was you.yes,it was you baby that said "when can you be mine?"
i gave you time eventhough if onLy i knew what the outcome wouLd be.
it was sudden and rare to have met someone that i thought couLd be mine.
i even have fantasies about it.
ALas,the person Looking at the product gets tired and move away to another.

i've got roLes to pLay too.
A daughter,sister,bestfriend and a student who pLedged to study even harder now.
What a great way to expLain things huh?But i din't ask for one,aLL i need is for you to teLL me Goodbye.
i'm off.
i wiLL sureLy find my way out and find a cLearer path to waLk,not a path fuLL of roses and thorns.
Thanks again for the memories i've not been experiencing for a Long time but yes,i am going to wash it aLL away soon.
Fancy playing with a 14 years oLd girL's heart.
it's funny how things happened.Laugh it aLL out Syaf.
My tears are drying anyway.
What the use of crying when it wasn't worthwhiLe.
i kept teLLing myseLf to cLose my heart but your words was too meaningfuL that it penetrated into it.
Great,now i have been Losing sLeep and time thinking aimLessLy.
Now i know what i shouLd do.
Yes,it wouLd be very easy for me to move on if onLy there are pLenty of guys Lining up waiting for me.
The probLem is,there isn't.
But i'm sure i can get better.
The patience ones wiLL get much better.=D
PeopLe used to say i am Lucky to have found you but maybe for now,i don't think so.
ReLationship=Some are good but not the permanent one's.
Even Mizi is missing.haha.ok,crap.
Run away guys,go shoo,run away from me.
0..0*
Now you reaLize what is wrong,now you know what you've made.
why did you even need to touched me with your charm?to show off your experienced skiLLs?
it doesn't make any sense.
i guess it wiLL not take much time deLeting you off since i am the girL who gets bored easiLy,
waiting.
AfteraLL i am the girL who can move on fast after a period of time missing a guy.
Read my archive.XD
There is no need for your sorries.
i hate apoLogies.

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