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Wait for me !

i'LL be back !

HeeXDD

~So today schooL started as per normaL but somehow i can't find my socks anywhere.

And it doesn't Left me any more choice but to just pick up any random socks and put it on as time was ticking fast and i don't have much time Left.

And so that is the story of how i managed to wear different socks to schooL.

*Grins*

Anyway two of my teachers were absent from schooL and therefore...

Jengjengjeng...

FREE PERiODS!!

Except that we were handed some worksheets that i don't even bother to do.

i have no idea as to what i've become.

More Lazier?

Yes.

~So after schooL head straight home and had a Last minute pLan to dine out with my dad's angeLs at FignOLive.

~During EngLish,suddenLy Era asked whether me and Aisyah are tired of Living.

The truth is...

i AM TiRED of Life...

Fakers

~i was about to type something when suddenLy i stopped myseLf,stared into the screen and forgot what i had in mind moments ago.

~Anyway,i thank God for not Letting my heart open and now its too empty.

So i have no idea as to honour and appreciate this or reaLLy feLt LoneLy.

~im such a fake a Liar and a hypocrite.

How shouLd i Live Life anymore?

To be myseLf and not what peopLe expect of me.

i hate myseLf sometimes..

i am Living in a worLd fuLL of Lies.made by myseLf

And im a FAKER~

Empty heart

Evening Syafftizens !

So on Sunday the Last day before schooL starts,me Aisyah and era spent our time outside to make that Last day aLL worthwhiLe and enjoyabLe.

We head out to Orchard and catch the movie Transformer:revenge of the FaLLen;a MUST watch movie even to those who hasnt watch part 1.

Anyway after watching the movie we cruised around Orchard and pLayed cards,again.

Had fun bytheway and GOD...

SchooL started today and i swear i need to sLeep at 10.00pm sharp or 11.00 max.

Any Later i wouLd simpLy doze off during boring periods.

Anyway,my cLass were shifted to the new bLock and goLLy my new cLassroom is effen big and too white,but the new toiLets are awesome !

So i had a new timetabLe too

+ new teachers.

And for Art i'd confirm with Mr faizaL to take SOVA[study of visuaL arts] instead of the reguLar painting.

YAY~

Ok,pretty boring but i need to get my beauty sLeep.

No time to chitchat Late at night aLready.

=/

Tata~

Hook-up partner minus hook-up part.

Had a date with JR at Jurong Park in the afternoon.

Went out of the house at 12 in the afternoon and OMG before reaching the bustop i was aLready sweating.

Like a pig somemore.

Anyway i swear we din' do anything i mean who wouLd when there are no privacy?

Wakaka~

The park were so fuLL of peopLe and we kept waLking trying to find the perfect spot to sit but anywhere,it was too frickin' HOT.

Yes,the sun was scorching and burning my skin.

Ofcourse,his fair skin too.

Woah anyway i din reaLise how our conversation somehow step into the future and career.

Sad.

And i heard a LiL bit of regret in his voice.

Hmmm...

And he said i don't Look Like a LocaL.

LOL.

Anyway had fun had fun but sadLy din managed to hug him when we parted ways.

Another time perhaps ?

^^

Had a great time today,i mean rewinding 2 minutes.

First off went out in the wee hours just to reach JP at 12 to meet Aisyah.

She treated me with Oreo vaniLLa when i beat her,reaching JP first.

i.LOVE.THAT.GAME.

Anyway,spent 11 hours outside and it feLt good.

Didie Aisyah and me watched Drag me to heLL.

A must watch movie.

*tired aLready*

Anyway,bought a dress or was it a top?

i have no idea which,'cause it's too Long for a top but too short for a dress.

Haha.

PLayed arcade,voLLeybaLL,soccer.

With Mira..

Haha.

Syaff.no.mood.aLready.

Tata~

OH,yeahh.

Anyway,it.been.2 consecutive days i dreamt of the dude next door.

0.0*

i reaLLy wish to post on what i did on Saturday,but as i am the type of girL who easiLy forgets an event Long after it happened or simpLy get bored within a day time,yes i'LL skip.

Anyway as per usuaL wireLess connection wiLL cut off abruptLy when my grandfather cLock strikes midnight.

Not that i own one but stiLL the sound wiLL automaticaLLy pLay inside my mind when the cLock strikes midnight.

Weird right?

Like the connection been cursed or something.

Anyhow,i was about to post on what happened yesterday but fate reaLLy wants me to sLeep earLy[to avoid eyebags and somehow to avoid me from faLLing in Love]

what i meant by faLLing in Love was that i wouLd usuaLLy chat with my crush after midnight which is the onLy time he wouLd be appearing onLine.

And therefore if our bond are strengthen by chatting this wiLL cause further damage to my heart.

Get what im trying to say?

You might query on who am i taLking about since i keep changing crushes.

WeLL im referring to the Chinese bad guy.

Haha.

Anyway Lets get back to the main story.

Hmmmm...

What was it?

*thinking*

*shrugs*

Anyway,so yesterday went rounding around Singapore.

Haaa...

LiteraLLy.

With aunt,sis+huband+Syaza,Syu.

Since bro-in-Law just gotten his driving License,we aLL took advantage of this and cruised around.

But ofcourse i urged him to go East but somehow we rounded the Westside instead.

Oh damn.

SYAFF LAZY TO ELABORATE MORE ALREADY.

See how short my interest span is?

Haha.

So yeah,can't wait to go out tomorrow and Wednesday.

i mean Like HeLL yeahh atLast outings~

^^

What if i were to cut my hair??

Anyway,yesterday went to Aisyah's house aLong with Nuriha and had our movie marathon.

We watched SLumdog MiLLionare which is a guaranteed must watch movie and Jangan Tegur which to me was absoLuteLy nonsensicaL.

Or maybe i don't favor that movie because we were too engrossed taLking that we din' paid our fuLL attention to the movie.

OveraLL i had fun at Aisyah's house as we were treated Like princess with treats showering me and Nuriha.

Get our asses back home at around midnight.

And just now in the morning watched Yesman and imagined if my Life were to be Like that,saying yes to every opportunity.

Oh GOD,disastrous!!

HAHA~

HoLidays are going to end soon...

Wahh~

Anyway,Syaff gottogo.

TATA~

take.me.now

Okaye,its past midnight but yet i can't sLeep.

Maybe i've suffered from imsonia or i reaLLy can't be bothered to sLeep again when i know im not schooLing tomorrow.

Anyway,i reaLLy hate facebook,weLL currentLy hating it.

Created a new account as the oLd one's gotten disabLed for something which i've no idea of.

And now,i need to restart from scratch to buiLd up my account and the appLications.

Anyway,had kenduri cukur rambut for my niece yesterday...

NUR.SYAZA.ASYURA.

CRUSHiNG.ON.THE.DUDE.NEXT.DOOR.

Like.again~

Yesterday i had Loads of fun !

FirstLy me Aisyah Era and Mira went to Bugis to actuaLLy interview for a job,

but somehow when we reach the pLace ended up the job doesn't have any more vacancy or something Like that.

So anyway,because it was stiLL earLy in the afternoon,we decided to catch up with some baLLs game.

As in voLLeybaLL at Mira's crib.

And guess who i saw?!!

*drums roLL*

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JR!!!

OMG,its such a smaLL worLd !

Hahaha~

Ogay,Syaff crushing...

What is my true fear?

~i've aLways ponder to myseLf whenever im aLone as to whose genes do i inherit.

i mean ofcourse i know its from my parents,but stiLL which parents' genes more.

And it aLL came down to a concLusion when i was about to go out on a date some times back.

When my mum asked whether the guy im dating with is handsome or rich?

Ok,maybe my mum din' queried about weaLth that much but stiLL...

And it aLL went down when my oLdest sis asked the same question..

Hmm..

Now maybe i shouLd ask my mum who the cuLprit is.

Or maybe i shouLd just point my finger to my grandma.

~Anyway,went out with Ariffin yesterday to Henderson waves.

it was a casuaL meetup and since we are Living in the same area,whoever get to the bustop Last shaLL buy for the other person a chocoLate.

But somehow he treat me to a drink instead.

WeLL,i was feeLing rather thirsty yesterday.

Anyway,the pLace was cooL.

Reached home at 11.00p.m and saw my aunt.

SHALL.NOT.ELABORATE.

~Another weird thing is eventhough the jerk i used to date Like centuries ago,my mum stiLL asked about him !

Effen' sick of that.

And therefore that reaLLy taught me a Lesson as to NOT decLare anything to my parents again regarding guys.

And yesterday to my horror,my dad intervene into my 'dating' Life.

God,so awkward~

~Went out in the wee hour to actuaLLy dine out at 2nd sis's workpLace but somehow the pLan changed.

instead we as in me and eLdest sis and hubbie went shopping for Syaza's stroLLer and etc.

They forked out a Large sum of money just to buy her a bLack and pink stroLLer after much persuasion by me.

AfteraLL i am Syaza's babysitter right?

Anyway,today mark the first ever time Syaza has ever vomit at me.

Yes~

So i were Left aLone with Syaza outside OCBC bank with a pink and bLack stroLLer.

Passerby kept Looking at me with suspicious eyes.

God know how it must reaLLy feLt Like if you have a chiLd at my age.

They Look down upon peopLe Like that.

i don't know why but atLeast i support peopLe who don't have the heart to abort.

Anyway i am serioushietLy am rotting at home.

GOD where is my effen job??

i need a miracLe

Evening Syaftizens.

~Am rotting at home right now and with an empty stomach somemore !

Was caught with the fLu disease in the morning but thank GOD im perfectLy OK now.

Yay !

Anyway God how can my hoLidays get any more worse and to think thats its onLy the beginning of the June hoLidays !

Money is another issue and everytime when im out i tend to use my money unwiseLy.

Yes,unwiseLy.

it is drying up quicker than you can say 'dry'.

~The schooL's hoLiday programme stiLL havent caLL me same goes to Aisyah and the rest who want to participate.

But stiLL i reaLLy don't give a damn if they caLL.

i mean 60% of my mind am wishing for them to forgot about us and somehow sLip off their mind to caLL us.

Yes i don't have the enthusiasm anymore.

But somehow another 40% of me am hoping for the phone caLL to earn myseLf some cash.

And gain some fats.

Right.

~On Friday received back my reportbook and onLy God knows how i am super satisfied with my resuLts !

But stiLL i know i can do better and i want to do better to reaLLy fuLfiL my dream to take up LnM course.

Yes i reaLLy shouLd study harder.

Yes i shouLd.

And Lets see if i've studied harder during my Midyear...

here is my resuLt[if i've studied harder to score a mere one more mark]

C6

A2

E8

C5

A2

A2

See how many A i couLd have gotten !

Dang~

Anyway never in my secondary Life have i gotten top 3 in cLass !

Super ecstatic aLready.

But yet i am a retained student so peopLe tend to expect more.

~Anyway my internet connection reaLLy sucks so i can't go onLine eventhough i am dying to chat with someone.

How am i even suppose to chat with anyone when the the window keep shutting down/?!

Syaff angry aLready !

~i'VE TOPUP MY PREPAiD ALREADY SO FEEL FREE TO TEXT ME.

BUT STiLL,i STiLL DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO REPLY UNNECESSARY TEXTS EXCEPT FROM MY GiRLFRiENDS.

XD

no Life~

Had a Last minute date with Aishati yesterday and we went to pLaces Like HoLLand V and KeppeL Bay.

i had fun except for the money wasted on cabs and a bottLe of Coke.

*cough*

Someone simpLy forgot to treat me Lunch.

*choke*

Anyway,effen tired pLus frustrated as i can't upLoad the video we took.

Frickin' sLeepy i shaLL update again pretty soon..

one day~

~im going to schooL tomorrow after two days rotting at home~

XD

~NO MORE LEFTOVER MOOD TO ELABORATE ON MY DAY.

TiLL WE MEET AGAiN~

Envy coupLes

~Upon receiving my EngLish composition for section A,i feLt so humiLiated of myseLf and effen disgusted.

Furthermore i've written the two of the most unLuckiest guys' name ever.

And to add to my miseries,my Geography's score wasn't aLL that sweet and wonderfuL afteraLL.

The situation is where i said to myseLf...

"if onLy i had study for this topic"

Anyway,i've stiLL got an A for Geog but somehow my standards has skyrocketed and i wanted more !!

For Maths my teacher congratuLated me for improving as i did a major improvement compared to Last's year resuLts which im sure i scored a mere one digit.

TypicaLLy the Art teacher was absent from schooL.

~During Art period,me Aisha and Naeemah did a video but sadLy i haven't gotten a hoLd of it.

~i feeL content with my current Life but somehow there is stiLL some sparks that are

missing.Devoid of extra Love and care,maybe.Or maybe i reaLLy am faking a smiLe.

~i want to go on a date again someday.i want to go out tomorrow~

monotonous

First of aLL how couLd i be so stupid as to respond to a certain question and LiteraLLy embarrassed myseLf.

Like,~

[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c]
u noe paramore?

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
hahaha

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
heLL.yeahh!

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
i.Like.her

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
haks

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
=]

[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c]
HAILEY WILLIAMS?

[Iřwin]™[c=4]WiWiN[/c]
isit?

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
ermm,yeahh

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
i.mean,.i.Like.the.vocaList

☠Syãf =☜♡☞*woochy
-.-

~Anyway,gotten back my Chemistry/Phyiscspaper2/Mathspaper1/MaLay.

Passed aLL except for Maths by 3 marks but hopefuLLy i pass Physics too *cross-fingers*.

Am eLated with my Chemistry resuLts but am not too happy with the rest.

Ah,rest assure i stiLL have LittLe hope to somehow pass my overaLL scores.

HopefuLLy.

But stiLL can't effen wait for tomorrow.

There wiLL be Art/EngLish/Mathspaper2/Geography.

And.Syu.owe.me.3.bucks.now.and.counting.if.my.scores'.beats.her's.Like.again...~

*eviL.grins*

~During MotherTongue period,my cooLest teacher ever Let us out to recess Like 15 minutes earLy-or-was-it-just-5 just so that she can catch who is the next American idoL in the Lounge room.

And we knew it not an hour Late.

Anyway,in.my.opinion,Kris.is.Like.the.American.version.of.Hady.Mirza.

And.you.wouLdnt.want.to.know.how.i.feeL.about.him.

0.0*

~StiLL am coming to terms on whether to work during the hoLidays or Likewise.

its pretty mind bLowing to think of the positive effects on which ofcourse concerning my finance.

But stiLL !!

Ogay,Syaf chiLL.

Go and work your ass off.

~its a pity that it's unrequited

Tsk

i used to genuineLy Like him.

He.din.even.repLy.to.my.comment.

when.i.thought.he.tried.to.chat.with.me.but.my.windowLive.keeps.shutting.down.when.his.chat.window.comes.up

And.it.was.pretty.saddening.At.first.

WeLL.heLL.yeah.

But.now.im.reaLLy.pissed.off.

TO.HELL.WiTH.CRUSHES !

HopeLess

~FirstLy,i am so effen coLd right now.

The weather doesn't heLp much by raining and the air is practicaLLy moisty[?]

i've been sick for over a two days period and somehow the LeveL of my sickness has decrease.

Which is to say that i am recovering.

HeLL yeah,i'd better be !

~Today's had Maths paper1 and Physics exams and i fLunked it bad.

Cannot make it for Maths same goes to my Physics,no hope at aLL.

Eventhough it wouLd be a miracLe for me to somehow pass Physics Like i sometimes do.

Anyhow,i was frickin' sick during both of the papers and it seriousLy doesn't heLp my brain to think.

And i swear it onLy made me think sLower.

Maybe im being cursed.

i stiLL remember during my PSLE maths paper and i was effen sick at that time.

Yes.

[There wasn't even a spare tissue]

i think i am,Cursed to faLL sick during a Maths paper.

Maybe being cursed and sick wiLL Let me off the hook if i faiL the papers badLy.

Right.

But anyway,i sLept with my frickin' mouth opened but somehow,drooLs are not sighted at aLL.

Guess i am aLready a pro to contain my saLiva inside my mouth.

Didn't eat during recess but bought myseLf two packets of miLo.

Yummaye~

The cure to my hunger,somehow.

~Anyway,head out to Bugis [Like again] to buy the dress that Aisyah and Leggings that Naeemah wants.

Was forced to tag aLong but i was pretty reLuctant.

Anyhow,Aisyah decided to give me 10 bucks to Lure me into foLLowing them.

WeLL,who couLd resist money?

So i reaLLy feLt guiLty for taking major advantage on Aisyah so Lets make that LittLe cute pink and bLack top an advance birthday present for me.

That wiLL do.

Anyway,bought a sandaL for tomorrow's outing.

So yes,we are going to the beach after our Last paper which is Art/DnT/homec.

Things hasn't been organise yet,i mean my things as in im stiLL cLueLess on what to wear.

But stiLL,the major issue is...

What if im stiLL sick tomorrow?

PRAY FOR ME TO GET WELL SOON>

Thanks~

~So i pictured myseLf wearing the top i just bought on a date...

Gosh.

Ofcourse,the guy im dating shouLd dress up too.

XD

~Giving up doesn't aLways mean that you are weak

sometimes it means you are strong enough to Let go.