So i've just reaLized that if you want to work in a tattoo parLor/shop you are required to have tattoos.Right.
BLearghzz....
Anyway,wiLL anyone give me an advance birthday present !
Like heLL
i need them money...
PLease give me money
i need them to repair my frickin' handphone.

i NEED TO GET FUCKiNG EiGHTY BUCKS TO FUCKiNG REPAiR MY FUCKiNG HANDPHONE !

thanks God theres Crunchie to caLm me down or i wiLL definiteLy murder someone tonight !
*eviL Laugh*

Booyaka !
weeeeeeee`

So yesterday,around mid-afternoon suddenLy reaLized that the cLass BBQ was being heLd.
After contacting some peeps,we have to reach Bedok at 3?
And it was aLready 1 pLus i think.
So the reason wasnt because of the timing ofcourse,but a coupLe of other reasonabLe reasons.
Right.
Sure.

AfteraLL i've got a pLan.
Niway head out at 4.30 eventhough pLanned to meet at 3.30[i was aLready READY]Right.So waited for Mizi[i feLL asLeep].
TotaLLy unexpected when i first saw him.
The Last time was when i was Like 12?And i thought he was wayy hot[at that time]
Rode on his bike[my first time,weLL,partLy]
it was bLack in coLour so was i,and the heLmet was in bLack too.
So it was reaLLy cooL.
i don't want to ride another bike ever again.
it wiLL effen bore me to death !
Sure.
And
i paid for my OWN effen Lunch !
it sucks.
TotaLLy not an ideaL first date,[not to go dutch anyway]he is so destroyed.
Saw bitch from schoLL,HeLL she doesnt even aknowLedged me,a smiLe the Least?
Not.
Frickin' surprised`
After that hang out around Jurong West,pLus saw Syafiq !
Hang out with them for awhiLe,right.
Head home at 6.30 !!
He need to get to work,too unexpected.
PLease,i don't wanna go on another date,with anyone,anywho.never !
i am so effen destroyed !
And the thing is,i hate it when a guy imitates my taLk.
Yes,i sometimes sounded whiny and stuff,but that doesnt give them the green Light to make fun of me.
TotaLLy not funny and they receive a roLL on the eye from me.
Fcuk off.
nyeh nyeh
weeee`
teeheeXD

Reached home?Guess what?
FamiLy ordered Mac without me.
They din' even bother to order for me !
Effen sad.

And heLL,i shouLd reaLLy change my skin
bLog skin you dummy !
HAha
Not that im in Love or anything.
Grrrr`

SuddenLy i reaLLy effen miss ShahriL.
My best-friend?
Right.
The Last time i contacted with him was Like Dec07.
How couLd he ditch his friend just cause` he got a girLfriend.
Frickin' ..
Haha,ok shuddup

And where the heLL is BFH?
i miss her.
Not !
HAhaha
HeLL-o,i wouLdnt even write someone's name if i din' miss them.
Sure.

OikOik`
ok,i copied someone.

Effen destroyed

i was stressed out and therefore the messy hair.

0.0*

i am trying my new handphone.

Right.

Sure.

i am so destroyed.

Was meant for Mimie,but i use it for my own use anyway.

Hah.

Hah.

Ta-daa !

The fansign !

AtLast.

Managed to create a 'creative' fansign for Mysuicide.

it's my pLeasure to do fansign for peopLe.

Tahaha !

Prompt me if you want one.

What an effen exhausting day !
As i am too fatigue to post aLL the detaiLs,Let me post it on point form.
Right.
Sure.

• FoLLowed Syu meet up with Apiz.
• PLayed soccer.See,we were excersizing.
• At 5 pLus,we went to meet up Faz + Hidzir + Troy.
• Tried the skateboard.Damn i Love it.
• Had a few bruises here and there.
• Lost my bangLe.
• Two caring strangers asked what i was Looking for when they saw me searching high and Low for the bangLe on the grass.Thanks for being so concern anyway.Hee.
• Had a reaLLy bad faLL.Broke my ass.Not Like i have any ass to be broken.
• My achin' ass.
• Caring peopLe was concern if i was ok.
• Awww..
• Hidzir..
• Homed
• Tahaha.Cute.
• Ok.Confused?
• Jeng jeng jeng...

i reaLLy don't care what you said.
it doesnt even bother me.
So just get Lost and stoop back to your Low Life.
Strewth.
Just accept me for who i am.
Cant he take up a joke?
Damn.
Damn it.
So not in the mood.
Syaf sad.
Not.
HeLL,its not me,its him.

='/

i ponder from time to time LateLy.
Who or what type of characters do i want in a companion?
Was it his sense of humour?
or his good Looks?
i was bLinded by this,whiLe chatting with a guy,he was cute though.
We promise to keep in touch.
i din even detect his sense of humour.
Oh,i am so destroyed,what have i done?
The Last few reLationships,i was Left stranded aLone.
They dumped me,for i was wrong to chose a guy just for his Looks.
My funny bone were apparentLy not tickLe.
But,i hate a guy who feLt inferior to himseLf.
Wake up !

He kept my heart beating fast,which i've forgo that feeLing .

Remember him?
Right.Sure.

it's raining,again,afteraLL its the monsoon season right?
Damn,i hate November + December eventhough December is my birthday,i stiLL hate it if i cant ceLebrate it outdoor.
Not that i know anybody gonna make me a surprise party or anything.
Gosh,i am so destroyed.
Reminiscing through the past memories,my birthday ceLebration was taken indoor,as we can't neither go to the beach nor to Escape theme park.
This rain are destroying me.
HeLL.
i shouLd stop saying heLL,Look the thing is,they destroys me,the rain.
i feLt so coLd nearLy everyday i wouLd catch a fLu.
Damn.
Not that i have any idea how to catch it.

i am stuck at home again.
Not because of this effen rain,my sociaL caLenders are empty.

Nuriha,the BFH,is stiLL at Johor,i think.
*Shrugs*

TaLking about MaLaysia,i miss going there,for weddings,shopping etc etc.
i miss going to Seremban and meet aLL the kampong's viLLagers.
AfteraLL i am from MaLaysia,weLL not me exactLy,but its my dad.
it is reaLLy a pLeasure going there cause Singapore's beauty reaLLy made them awe-struck !
HAHAHA.sorry,i was just puLLing your Leg.
Going there either by train,bus or van,it was a wonderfuL journey.
When can i step my foot there again?
i wanna get out of Singapore for a getaway.
Few days back,our famiLy,mostLy my sister and me made a ridicuLous idea.
We asked our mom if we can move to MaLaysia!?
Great,we can,actuaLLy,and i wouLd LOVE to stay there.
*Laughs*
But due to certain measures,damn,this is absoLuteLy a-out-of-your-mind-idea.
So we stick to staying here in Singapore.
ROFL.

i was aiming for this guy in friendster.
*shrugs*
But he doesnt seems to notice me.
Great.
ALL and aLL,i don't reaLLy care,cause if i were meant to have a guy,i shouLdn't make a move at aLL,he can come by himseLf.
i aLways assure myseLf with that.
Being singLe is not a fauLt,its a fact.
i even dreamt of him Last night !
Strewth !

i need to give myseLf some sLack.
Looking at the mirror,i frequentLy notices my fLaws and start criticizing[speLLcheck] and feLt inferior.
Too many pimpLes,too short,too shy,nose that are too big for my Liking and etc.
From now on i swear to myseLf when i Look in the mirror i wiLL say,
"im beautifuL,damn it !"
This is a suggestion to aLL too,but don't over-do-it cause' Liars go to heLL.
*smiLe*

Shit,my mind keep wandering at night.
imsonia sucks.
Din' know that that 'disease' can infect me,but they did.
They are destroying me,this imsonia.

i aLways thought what wiLL become of me next year.
AfteraLL i am retained,so questions Like 'who gonna be a friend,who gonna sits with me for breaks' and other stuffs when it is Like your first day of schooL.
*shrugs*
Can i make it next year?
Or wiLL the same mistake being made again?
AtLeast i have Syu,whats that suppose to mean,that atLeast i've got her?!
HeLL,you guys don't know what you're taLking about.
You guys are destroying me.
Or wait,couLd next year be a better year,to start afresh with my maths and stuffs.
HeLL yeahh,its stiLL a Long way to go.
i shouLd stop thinking unnecessary stuffs[yet].
i've stiLL got a month.

StiLL searching for a job.
StiLL searching for a job.
StiLL searching for a job.

TAAHAA !

i've typed afew sentences before my Laptop went dead.
HeLL,i din even know that this frickin post din automaticaLLy save my draft.
i am so destroyed.
i din remember what i am suppose to type.
So Lets make this another random post.

Aye !
A guy used to ask me,'what is aye?'
i din even have the exact answer but i gave him an answer of my own.
Now after i've mature and are exposed to the worLd,i suddenLy reaLized,what the meaning
actuaLLy means.
Aye,this guy.
He destroys me.
Look,Lets get to the point..
What am i doing infront of this eLectronic device on a sunday anyway?
Shit,you guys have no idea that i've been staying at home aLmost aLL day.
PLans?PeopLe?asked me out on a date?im effen bored.0.0*
No,im not desperate or anywhere near it,but i seriousLy need to get out to breathe in the fresh air.
i am going to schooL tomorrow,retrieve back my reportbook?
Yes,i've toLd you.

After the news was getting oLd,suddenLy a good friend of his asked me a pretty dumb question.
HeLL,he did not teLL the whoLe worLd about our reLationship.Great though.

Any job vacancy?i need a job.
HeLL,hoLidays effen destroys me.
Cant wait for schooL to reopen.
And this Lead to my birthday nearing around the corner.
Sure.
My achin' eLbow.

i've pLenty of money,im not even broke.
But yet,the money is of no use.
Money reaLLy destroys me.

i figure when wiLL my cLass outing be heLd.
i've no effen idea when is the date.
And i bet noone wiLL urge me to go anyway.[i din pay for the foods and stuffs]
Oh,how i miss my cLassmate !
i am genuine.

Friendster sucks.
Look i think i shaLL join tagged,facebook,myspace or anything.
i want to have miLLion of friends.Cyber-friends to be exact.
im effen bored.
Lets drown ourseLves with books.

Some peopLe toLd me to join acting,heLL,i din even know i couLd act !

Random much?
i shaLL stop here,since i've run out of words and there is nothing to say anyway.
And my engLish Language?i shaLL brush up on it.
Right.
Sure.
i am so destroyed .

HEY HUMAN!
i'm back,as in i'm back here trying to bLog again,not that i went to vacation or anything.
But ofcourse i wish to go somewhere during the hoLidays,but money constraint.
Can you dig that?
Man,i'm stuck at home aLmost aLL day.
i am destroyed.
Friends,pLenty.PLans,zero.
Look,i am not exactLy the anti-sociaL type but what am i doing here on a Saturday?
Ok sorry,maybe i am one,but its just because i choose my friends.
No no,not girL friends,i am taLking about guys here.
Guys,they reaLLy destroys me.
And,i am not the type that hangs around under the void deck,unLess you put a hunk there.
TaLking about staying at home,i've tried appLying for job.
They seems to ignore my genuine interest to work with their 'team'.
i am so destroyed.
Ever heard the word Herpes?
Yes,its the word you Learned from your sex-ed cLass.
its a frickin' disease.
Stop thinking ! i din get infected !
Someone i know which i 'Love' sometimes.nyaha
its reaLLy scary.
ok,skip.
i guess i wiLL update soon.
CAnt wait for monday,i wiLL receive my reportbook !
HeLL,i am not Looking forward to it.
Retained !frickin disease !
Another year as a sec 3 again.
Sec 3 express again,mind you.
Hehe.stay safe
XD