My body feLt weak

My head is spinning

My heart is in a heavy state

My stomach wont Let me eat;as in it's fuLL eventhough i eat onLy a coupLe of bites.={

Yest. went out wif PuL.

die tggL di dpn bLok gue aja.

cooL or wat?

haha

btw

irritating Loh die

bising uhh die

putih ahh die !

ahahha

geee

erk

niwae,gt one time i tok on da fon wif Nur whiLe he went upstair to his fren's house

i was gossiping bout him

to my surprise,he was stndin' behind me fr God know how Long !

gee,i hope he doesnt hear some part of it

hehe

i was feeLin' guiLty

=/

we went to Lavender btw + took a cab hme to Teban

i kept quiet fr da whoLe cab trip

serve u rite

u r bein' too annoying !

ahah

tap tkpeLah,kamu funny

=DD

&

i feLt sad after meetin' him

cause of a coupLe of reasons

=[

even Nur said my voice sounded dead when she caLLed me Lst nite

yeahh,i guess so too

im feeLin' wayyy weakkk

=[

& to add more of this heartpain

found out Amie "berkenaLan" sama dgn si Atikah

grrr

baLek baLek pegi baLek dtg sini baLek

Atikah

eg:JR,Hafiz & now Amie

={

erk

im being too emotionaL hor

but dont worry,im nt gg to kiLL myseLf or smethng.

cut it out

=DD

erk,erk,erk

*vomit*

"KEPPEL BAY"

Yest went to hrbrfrnt first thing in da morn'

eat KFC with the rangers.=]

Was suppossedLy meetin' up wif Rinie at hrbr

but she doent know how to get dere

0.0

hrbr as in beside Vivo??

damn,i dnt tink anyone wLdnt know wher da pLace is situated

sorry,bt i shaLL say its pathetic

& im nt being a hypocrite here

i stiLL wanna be ur fren

=DD

So Amie did not cht wif me yest.

So i shLd buiLd a bridge

&

GET OVER iT!

& da ting is

he enter my Life fr a Least 2 days

& yet make such a great impact on my Life

.

0.0

& anther sick story

at nite met up wif Zuzu

erk,KEN

we meet up 4 a few mins & wen we went to da toiLet

he was gone !

so Syu msg him + koL + koL

he repLied

:sorry.got emergency.gtg

what a dick

the worse thing is

after we reached home

Syu onLined & he too was onLine,bt after he saw her he appeared offLine !!

gee

0.0

im speechLess.

i am not a winner~

faLL in Love or faLL in hate

Get inspired or be depressed

Ace a test or fLunk a cLass

Make babies or make art

Speak the truth or Lie & cheat

Dance on tabLes or sit in the corner

Life is divine chaos.Embrace it.

Forgive yourseL.Breathe.

And enjoy the ride...

its been awhiLe since i posted 3 consecutive post 4 a day.

hehs

i know i can make it.

=PP

i am missing u.ALREADY.

hees

=]

i'LL hoLd yest. sweet memories on my mind

i wont 4get u

since we r not gonna meet up again due to ur tight & bz scheduLe

i guess it was nvr meant to be

skip.

Yest met up with Amie.

i wouLd put up his pics if i cLd but we din managed to take pics 2gather

He was hot !

fair-skin,awesome hair,eyes dat cLd kiLL,smiLe dt cLd meLt MY heart

=}

if onLy....

we wasnt having a reaL convo

he was bz textin' i was bz toking.

he was textin' aLL da way !

it cLd piss me off bt i tried to hoLd it due to his sweet apoLogies.

& at one time a girL caLLed him[i knew it was a girL cause he furthered his distance away frm us wen he took da caLL ,he did not excused himseLf wen it was his director.]

& Wa was Like "kao suke die?"

who cLd resist him? !so i said i was fcukin' jeaLous ! !

{=

i did not communicate engh wif him,infact i aLmost kept quiet da whoLe time !

i am a SHY person.effing !

=[

if onLy we cLd make up 4 dt day

i promise i wiLL chnge.

but i doubt there wiLL be.

={

went bck hme,effing earLy

nearLy 11,sLept tiLL 12 when wa sudd. asked

WA :have u msg him?

SYAF :noooo.i have nvr done dat b4,msging guys after we first meet.cLdnt we wait for him to msg me?

WA :it is da 21st century !God !msg him !!

so,i took out my phone & typed

:nice meeting wif ya juz now,aye gdnite =)

he repLied

:ohk.. Sme here.. Gdnite :-)

Since da day we first knew each other he have nvr give me a 'smiLe'.

so can u cncLude da meanin'?

"it wiLL be our Last"

pffft.

=.=

after schL went 4 detention

sLept da whoLe hr,thinking

dreamt abt Amie,coz i AM thinkin' bout him

haha

dreamt of Syu too

bt i din knw dat i was thinking bout her?

hehe

soon after i found myseL smiLing.

0.0

CME period we did target settings

frm any exams onward we need to improve by one grades

so by O'LeveL

my L1r4 wLd be : 10 !

how awesome wLd dat be ?!!

thnks fr da motivations.

=DD

i wish dat at aLL times teachers wiLL strt off their Lessons by giving inspirations foLLowed by motivations.

XD !

i rmbred da time wen i was scared abt pubLisiced my bLog

bt now.

how i wish i cLd show da whoLe worLd my bLog

haha !

effing crazy !

=DD

fcuk off suckass

=DD

jokin'

i just need to be aLone

4 awhiLe

Boo!

absent frm schL.

me & Syu

heyy,

there is tis ting caLLed a 'twin instinct' whr wen one is sick the other foLLows suit.

or

an invention caLLed

"infected"

=]

both of us gt an MC okehh.

erk

=}

okehh,krng tau aku totaLLy merepek.

hahaha

nemind

missing ninie ceetee & cLans

missing cLassmates outings,[da tkde yee]

haha

okehh,chiow..

=DDDDDD

i stiLL Love u guys.

muahmuahmuah

hahaks!

phew!

i took a whoLe Lots of time searching 4 da right skin.

pfft

i hate searching fr smethng

aye,

wtv

im bck

weeee~

hahaa

2dae is da 2nd dae of schL

schL ends earLy 2dae btw,Like yeah!

heLL yeah!

& 4 eng we have to do a diagnostic test.

erk,shaLL nt say anytin.=X

say no eviL.

;X

tutors tutors r badLy needed.

time!r precious.

what crap,i havent do my chem hmwrks?

revision paper?

huh?

whooatt?

stiLL gt 2 hr detention to be settLed.or issit 4?

0.0

my hair Like RapunzeL?

hahaha!

=DD

didnt managed to take an afternoon nap

i got pLenty of dem at schL!

hee!

missing someone?

just his handsome face.

hoho

happy bdae daddy!!

weee~

XD

he's getting oLd omg.

must make him proud b4 its too Late aye.

0.o

amciammm?

i need eng tutor

& i got tis fLyer promoting tuition @ jrg west

free

not

free 4 first Lesson,onLy.

teehee

if u have noticed,i jumped frm one topic to another without warnings!

haha

weLcome to my worLd.

been Listening to 98.7 recentLy

& peeps says scL sucks

gee

what so suckish abt it??

oh,pLease dnt chnge our seats

i feeL great sitting at a corner

right!

ok,gdbye

sayonara

ich LibLe dich

& its quite irritating wen ppL asked me & syu wether we r twins or nt?

*gasp*

what is da exact ans?!!

haha

weee!~