Fakers

~i was about to type something when suddenLy i stopped myseLf,stared into the screen and forgot what i had in mind moments ago.

~Anyway,i thank God for not Letting my heart open and now its too empty.

So i have no idea as to honour and appreciate this or reaLLy feLt LoneLy.

~im such a fake a Liar and a hypocrite.

How shouLd i Live Life anymore?

To be myseLf and not what peopLe expect of me.

i hate myseLf sometimes..

i am Living in a worLd fuLL of Lies.made by myseLf

And im a FAKER~

Empty heart

Evening Syafftizens !

So on Sunday the Last day before schooL starts,me Aisyah and era spent our time outside to make that Last day aLL worthwhiLe and enjoyabLe.

We head out to Orchard and catch the movie Transformer:revenge of the FaLLen;a MUST watch movie even to those who hasnt watch part 1.

Anyway after watching the movie we cruised around Orchard and pLayed cards,again.

Had fun bytheway and GOD...

SchooL started today and i swear i need to sLeep at 10.00pm sharp or 11.00 max.

Any Later i wouLd simpLy doze off during boring periods.

Anyway,my cLass were shifted to the new bLock and goLLy my new cLassroom is effen big and too white,but the new toiLets are awesome !

So i had a new timetabLe too

+ new teachers.

And for Art i'd confirm with Mr faizaL to take SOVA[study of visuaL arts] instead of the reguLar painting.

YAY~

Ok,pretty boring but i need to get my beauty sLeep.

No time to chitchat Late at night aLready.

=/

Tata~

Hook-up partner minus hook-up part.

Had a date with JR at Jurong Park in the afternoon.

Went out of the house at 12 in the afternoon and OMG before reaching the bustop i was aLready sweating.

Like a pig somemore.

Anyway i swear we din' do anything i mean who wouLd when there are no privacy?

Wakaka~

The park were so fuLL of peopLe and we kept waLking trying to find the perfect spot to sit but anywhere,it was too frickin' HOT.

Yes,the sun was scorching and burning my skin.

Ofcourse,his fair skin too.

Woah anyway i din reaLise how our conversation somehow step into the future and career.

Sad.

And i heard a LiL bit of regret in his voice.

Hmmm...

And he said i don't Look Like a LocaL.

LOL.

Anyway had fun had fun but sadLy din managed to hug him when we parted ways.

Another time perhaps ?

^^

Had a great time today,i mean rewinding 2 minutes.

First off went out in the wee hours just to reach JP at 12 to meet Aisyah.

She treated me with Oreo vaniLLa when i beat her,reaching JP first.

i.LOVE.THAT.GAME.

Anyway,spent 11 hours outside and it feLt good.

Didie Aisyah and me watched Drag me to heLL.

A must watch movie.

*tired aLready*

Anyway,bought a dress or was it a top?

i have no idea which,'cause it's too Long for a top but too short for a dress.

Haha.

PLayed arcade,voLLeybaLL,soccer.

With Mira..

Haha.

Syaff.no.mood.aLready.

Tata~

OH,yeahh.

Anyway,it.been.2 consecutive days i dreamt of the dude next door.

0.0*

i reaLLy wish to post on what i did on Saturday,but as i am the type of girL who easiLy forgets an event Long after it happened or simpLy get bored within a day time,yes i'LL skip.

Anyway as per usuaL wireLess connection wiLL cut off abruptLy when my grandfather cLock strikes midnight.

Not that i own one but stiLL the sound wiLL automaticaLLy pLay inside my mind when the cLock strikes midnight.

Weird right?

Like the connection been cursed or something.

Anyhow,i was about to post on what happened yesterday but fate reaLLy wants me to sLeep earLy[to avoid eyebags and somehow to avoid me from faLLing in Love]

what i meant by faLLing in Love was that i wouLd usuaLLy chat with my crush after midnight which is the onLy time he wouLd be appearing onLine.

And therefore if our bond are strengthen by chatting this wiLL cause further damage to my heart.

Get what im trying to say?

You might query on who am i taLking about since i keep changing crushes.

WeLL im referring to the Chinese bad guy.

Haha.

Anyway Lets get back to the main story.

Hmmmm...

What was it?

*thinking*

*shrugs*

Anyway,so yesterday went rounding around Singapore.

Haaa...

LiteraLLy.

With aunt,sis+huband+Syaza,Syu.

Since bro-in-Law just gotten his driving License,we aLL took advantage of this and cruised around.

But ofcourse i urged him to go East but somehow we rounded the Westside instead.

Oh damn.

SYAFF LAZY TO ELABORATE MORE ALREADY.

See how short my interest span is?

Haha.

So yeah,can't wait to go out tomorrow and Wednesday.

i mean Like HeLL yeahh atLast outings~

^^

What if i were to cut my hair??

Anyway,yesterday went to Aisyah's house aLong with Nuriha and had our movie marathon.

We watched SLumdog MiLLionare which is a guaranteed must watch movie and Jangan Tegur which to me was absoLuteLy nonsensicaL.

Or maybe i don't favor that movie because we were too engrossed taLking that we din' paid our fuLL attention to the movie.

OveraLL i had fun at Aisyah's house as we were treated Like princess with treats showering me and Nuriha.

Get our asses back home at around midnight.

And just now in the morning watched Yesman and imagined if my Life were to be Like that,saying yes to every opportunity.

Oh GOD,disastrous!!

HAHA~

HoLidays are going to end soon...

Wahh~

Anyway,Syaff gottogo.

TATA~

take.me.now

Okaye,its past midnight but yet i can't sLeep.

Maybe i've suffered from imsonia or i reaLLy can't be bothered to sLeep again when i know im not schooLing tomorrow.

Anyway,i reaLLy hate facebook,weLL currentLy hating it.

Created a new account as the oLd one's gotten disabLed for something which i've no idea of.

And now,i need to restart from scratch to buiLd up my account and the appLications.

Anyway,had kenduri cukur rambut for my niece yesterday...

NUR.SYAZA.ASYURA.

CRUSHiNG.ON.THE.DUDE.NEXT.DOOR.

Like.again~

Yesterday i had Loads of fun !

FirstLy me Aisyah Era and Mira went to Bugis to actuaLLy interview for a job,

but somehow when we reach the pLace ended up the job doesn't have any more vacancy or something Like that.

So anyway,because it was stiLL earLy in the afternoon,we decided to catch up with some baLLs game.

As in voLLeybaLL at Mira's crib.

And guess who i saw?!!

*drums roLL*

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JR!!!

OMG,its such a smaLL worLd !

Hahaha~

Ogay,Syaff crushing...

What is my true fear?

~i've aLways ponder to myseLf whenever im aLone as to whose genes do i inherit.

i mean ofcourse i know its from my parents,but stiLL which parents' genes more.

And it aLL came down to a concLusion when i was about to go out on a date some times back.

When my mum asked whether the guy im dating with is handsome or rich?

Ok,maybe my mum din' queried about weaLth that much but stiLL...

And it aLL went down when my oLdest sis asked the same question..

Hmm..

Now maybe i shouLd ask my mum who the cuLprit is.

Or maybe i shouLd just point my finger to my grandma.

~Anyway,went out with Ariffin yesterday to Henderson waves.

it was a casuaL meetup and since we are Living in the same area,whoever get to the bustop Last shaLL buy for the other person a chocoLate.

But somehow he treat me to a drink instead.

WeLL,i was feeLing rather thirsty yesterday.

Anyway,the pLace was cooL.

Reached home at 11.00p.m and saw my aunt.

SHALL.NOT.ELABORATE.

~Another weird thing is eventhough the jerk i used to date Like centuries ago,my mum stiLL asked about him !

Effen' sick of that.

And therefore that reaLLy taught me a Lesson as to NOT decLare anything to my parents again regarding guys.

And yesterday to my horror,my dad intervene into my 'dating' Life.

God,so awkward~

~Went out in the wee hour to actuaLLy dine out at 2nd sis's workpLace but somehow the pLan changed.

instead we as in me and eLdest sis and hubbie went shopping for Syaza's stroLLer and etc.

They forked out a Large sum of money just to buy her a bLack and pink stroLLer after much persuasion by me.

AfteraLL i am Syaza's babysitter right?

Anyway,today mark the first ever time Syaza has ever vomit at me.

Yes~

So i were Left aLone with Syaza outside OCBC bank with a pink and bLack stroLLer.

Passerby kept Looking at me with suspicious eyes.

God know how it must reaLLy feLt Like if you have a chiLd at my age.

They Look down upon peopLe Like that.

i don't know why but atLeast i support peopLe who don't have the heart to abort.

Anyway i am serioushietLy am rotting at home.

GOD where is my effen job??