Once u was there

NegLected moments are aLways on air.

Now i hope we are friends

Like those past memories we shared.

Bond strengthen overtime,

now it broke Loose overnight..

But if onLy you knew,i Love you too.

BrotherLy Love send a smiLe across my face.

Recurring mind forming your shine

My eyes was set,obLivious from the haze,

Hiding the sun into a perfect Line.

Now,i miss you

and so it kiLLs me to say.

i try to hoLd on

as you sLowLy fades away.

i miss you Friend.

=]

omg.so 2dae schL was a disaster.

i meant the teacher.

none of them were present except fr art.

ok.bye.

Listen here motherfucker.

i aint an easy gaL tat u cn sent tripping wif those sweet werds.

get that cLear.

try harder.

i just witnessed a sensationaL show/news.yee.
mr Vain juz stood me up!hahaha.nahh.dats not da news.
Some foreigner which probabLy migrate here from China decided to kiLL himseLves by jumping off bLk 44 fLat at teban garden which is just opposite my bLock.=]
PoLice,ambuLance and fire fighters are aLL around the pLace.Some are hot.*winks.hahaha.
The man pny sardine sit at the edge and putting one foot up and another outside of the rooftop.The qns stiLL remain as in how he managed himseLves up there as the gate to the rooftop is usuaLLy Locked.hmm..Residents are having picnics whiLe wtching, as poLicemen and firefighters strted their way up.Some professionaL counseLLer even went up to counseLLed him.i have no idea as in how i managed to imagine this stuffs.heLLo!common sense!
ahaha.firemen began bLowing their baLLoon[the ones that kids Love to pLay at funfair.the bigbig ones]=]He saw the baLLoon and immediateLy chnge to the other side.
weLL,heLLo..who r u kidding?the poLice?nah-ah.
The scene is about 2 hrs.frm 6 to 8.when the guy decided to back off and chnge his mind.Thats when aLL those wtching are whooping and shouting.cLapping too.i thought the show has ended,but to my avaiL,it hasnt.residents are running to the exits,to catch a gLimpse of that idiot.haha.i saw him!green coLoured shirt!woohoo.He was Led to the ambuLance sitting at the bed which are used for emergency caLLs.aLahh.fhm2 Lah k?hehe.He was covered by a white cLoth.he Look Like a pocong.hehe.[=.cameraman was waiting for the right moment when suddenLy he open the cLoth.SNAP!pictures r taken.haha.stupid him.so much for covering identity.haha.They are runing towards the ambuLance coz seriousLy Teban Garden residents are trying to ctch dem.God noe why!hahaha.mcm semut g2 siaa drng kejar2.
hahaha.kekek.

ok.My movie review has ended!

tc peepos.hehe

=DD

how i wish i couLd migrate & be the new girL in a new high schooL that is bLonde,taLL & friendLy.friendLy??okiee..hahah.take part in schooL.be a vaLedictorian & took up gymnast or maybe cheerLeading & find a hot hothunk dere.obviuosLy i want to migrate to AustraLia.-.-

pfft..be a bitch dere too.*winks*ahha.how i wish.='[

and i wanna try a nose job.hahaha.=]

ook.stop this fantasizing.is tat how u speLLed it?

wtv.

yest was HyruL bdae's.soo ceetee ninie surprise him by comin' to schL without informing him.hahaha.ehh.RoyaL's cake.DeLicious.mm-hmm.=DD

after dat wen straight home.famiLy dinner went to JP.but the whoLe damn food outLets r fuLL!weLL atLeast i tink dey r.coz we chck severaLs.hehe.so decided to take seafood & went to westcoast.hahaha!the worLd Largest coast issit??Georgina.E fr eagLe's eye.woohoo.sucksucksuck.i wanna private schooL!!=[

so 2dae gonna meet JR.am i?yah.tink soo.hahaha.stiLL havent figure out where.hee.ape niee nur.ckp nk meet 2gether abeh kau g batam.=.=""""""""""""""

ok.so Long/

i wanna Long hair.

i wanna big curLs.

i wanna be a genius.

i wanna get suspend.=]

i wanna be taLL.

i wanna have more money.

i just wanna feeL beautifuL.

i wanna be MADE.

=)

how when everything that is

right feLt soo wrong.

OMG.iM SiCK.

oh yeah.
2dae...reLax at home.
i mean by reLaxing is tat i skip schooL 2dae.
=.="""".its juz doenst feeL rite wen i went to schooL for da whoLe week.
my body feLt heavy.=]
futhermore i havent compLeted the assignments for physics.& i dont need that detention.
hehe.gosh!now i havent compLeted the maLay's which are due 2mrrw.shud have taken the off day 2mrrw.oh..fri cnnt.hehs.aaah!geography u suck.weeLL atLeast the teacher is.-.-
i prefer Sunarti.=)mdm or issit miss?wtv.

as bro izan wanted to treat us bubbLe tea.my sistas n i foLLow him to the shop.
n guess what?saw inshirah n hanz.haha!inshirah was screamin' as in speaking LoudLy as i am Like 80m frm her "nvr come to schooL den buy bubbLetea ah"..hahaha!!!sickening.-.-

sorry.suddenLy no mood.
bye.

update!update!Latest news on E-buzz.aLrite.
shut..
Let me update u abt my Life.
Let strt off wif schooL.
gyeah.have i toLd u tat i feLt Like quitting schooL & frget anitin' abt math.
haha!
bt the thought is juz soo crazy,i erase it off.Like duhh.
i wanna earn big bucks.-.-
& damn..schooL sucks huh?& things keep chnging.ppL too.or is it juz me?
figures.i owe teacher's Lots of things.eg;Letters & esp hmwerks.
& i hate bLogging cause my eng sucks!big time.& wen im writing composition..
it was as if i am writing on my bLack diary.[not as if i have one]
ahha.
bt i reaLi Love art periods.nvm.i think the next step is to get to NAFA.cooLio.
juz wish dat wiLL get to sec 4 express nex yr.ok.its a must.=]
ahaha.& by the tone that im using,dat doesnt mean im good at it,i juz Love it?
cLear.greatt.
ooh,n saw Syafiq at schooL 2dae..coLLectin' N-LeveL's certificate i guess.
that reminds me of ceetee!we stiLL havent receive the pics.
aah.nemind.dun wan to prompt u dat much.
adoii.apeLh aku ngh ckp niee.hahaha.bLab.



do u have any cLue why i Like OLiver James?
coz he Look Like aLif.or is it aLif Look Like him.
ok.wtv it is.
they stiLL Look da same the other way round.=]
who aLif btw?
some jerk-tk-gune-pny-jantan-aku-ckp-gini-coz-die-tk-Lyn-aku..
hhahha.=DD.
ok.now u guys r giving me weird faces.reLax.i dun care abt him.bt i reaLi admire his hot face.
*winks.=]
skipskipskip pLs.im tired..& sad too.=[

soo 2mrrw gg out to Bugis wif da rangers.cehh.additionaL indah katek.if she chnge her mind.
to fauzee private gig.cooLio.it been a Lng time since we aLL Lst met.i miss u guys.[quite]haha.
those idiots!




i Love idiots..
& i dunno whats wif da worLd.acting hypocrite & aLL.
not the worLd.the peopLe Living i it.-.-"""""
juz chiLL.take a chiLL piLL.
aite.
tc!.
=DD

k2.firstLy 2dae was da most pathetic day ever.
my pay fr my Lst mnth werkin' was Like doubLe pathetic.
syu's was 130.
guess mine.
$50!!
cooLio Lh..
ahha..
thnks soo much ehh..
nur pny brape je ehh,hoho.
so went to marina wif nur.
shes interviewing fr a job at errmm.'hotpot cuLture'
yeahh. aLone..so brave of her to be werkin' aLone huh.
& most of da empLoyees dere was Like foreigner?
ahha.
weird.hmm.

so reLax at starbucks,beLanje nur,=.=
& dere r weird guys,weird guys.maLas nk ceritekn.
ahha..

actuaLLy pLan to go to Bugis,bt as we r KUNO pEEPs[haha]we dunno da way dere,as nur have no money fr transport.gyeahh..
yah,go bugis to extend my hair.
so i juz do at marina,1 piece which is Like 5 bucks.
soo whoLe head was Like 450!!
ahha..mampos.
so i juz did 20 piece,& now pokai.how to go out 2mrrw?!!ahhh!
bt den LeLaki tuu baek die give me 5 piece more fr free.yeah!
if u want to see my hair.meet me!ahha..& more interesting is da fake hair is dark brown..
pfft.
soo it reaLi Looks Like fake ok.
hehe.=]bt overaLL is ok.i Like.=DD

dere r Like soo many peeps stiLL owe me money!
yeah.
naseb baek biLe da baLek mak kasi some cash.thnks!bLeh La kuar esk.
hehes.
=DD

aite2,tc peeps.


o yah,abt aLif.i text him,he text me.i text him.no repLy.thnks soo much ah.
haha!wtv.he must be in some cLub dancing wif some sLuts in his drunken state.
ooops. wtv.haha.aku bbL mcm aku matair die pLak.i wish!hahaha.k2.
bye!

wee.
im bck frm camp!
woohooo.i gt 3 werds to describe camps."i hate camps"
sedeh babe tggL kn camp.
i miss camp.
& i Love those instructors,eventhough i didnt show it.
haha.



so first day was a totaL bore.
reaLi,feLt Like crying as i miss home soo much.
hehs.
soo no need to story ehh,Later ngantuk.ahha..


2nd day ws Like soo dragging..
& da night activities,i did nt even put my souL into doing it.
pfft.bt i feLt reaLi touch wif adLan coz hE was Like keep pestering me to join,
bt i juz sit on da grass.haha.pantat pn basah.



k2,third day was da best..
mcm tknk baLek rumah g2.
ehh,meaLs die sedap jgk per..
haa..
first did some high eLements,woohoo.
den practice our dance.
finaLLy we dnce Like a WHOLE CLass.
bonding babe.
=]
campfire!!ahhhh..bodoh.
sedeh.
everyone ermm nt everyone was crying.
ahha.
at some part i cudnt tahan myseLf too..
soo juz Let it go..
bt i dunno whether i was sLeepy or LikereaLi crying.
haha!
the 31 did dance & some of da guys do shuffLing.
hot oi.
=D
&& LST nite wasda scariest sLeeping nite since da 3 days of sLeeping.
dogs was howLing,monks r praying,i heard owLs too..
eeei.tink so.haha.i heard fLapping.k.stp.i keep covering my face wif my toweL &
tdo very cLose to inshirah & syu to me.ahha.& mcm nk curi je bantaL Huda.haha.
cute sei..=]

k2.Let wash away tis memories.coz if i keep rmbering dem i wiLLfeeL sad.
& wen i feeL down i wiLL *sob.so bye!i hate rmbring sweet memories & cute guy.AHMAD!!ahaaa.cute bodo die.grr.geram.ok.he is the instructor ffr cLass ermm.3 1 ke 2 ntah.
hehs/i miss adLan & i Like AHMAD!!
woohoo.
focus on da chio bu.
HOT ah.
& i miss those cheers.
=[

so Lng peepos.
=DDD