My daiLy routine is to check on my horoscope and figure out wat is gg on in my Life.ok.wtv.juz came bck home frm JW.threading kening mcm minahrep pny.cehh.tkLah.hahaha!=P

nthng much to post actuaLLy but yah i hav tons of hw.& did nt even make the sLightest effort to work on dem.

gyeah.bye!=]

& ooh ceeteeninie:da Lame tk chat/tag/antar cmmnt..hahaha.meet up soon!

=DD

Pooh is a dinosaur!

damn heavy Lahh u

i Love pooh pooh.

hahaha

k.byebye

mid yr coming soon!

gosh

cnt beLieve i paid attention during chem.

=X

& if u focus on tis pic[above]u cn see a ghost.*winks*

omg.my heart breaks into haLf

fr da first time eva tt jerk or sweetard did nt repLy me.

sobz!

=''[[[[[[[[[[[[[

yest we had our napfa test.

i managed to get 3 As bt a B fr stnding broad jump.

i missed another 3 cm!shoot.

[i even tried to make TTC chnge my score.but to no avaiL.]

as fr 2.4 km which is heLd 2dae,i skipped schL.

my body aching.=}

yest my famiLy has this refLect bck memories abt how my mother & sista hook up.

Each of dem has da same story.not exactLy bt da same method.the guy hit on dem first.

get it?ok.cooL.XD

so get over it girLs!wen u tink dt u trying extra hard to grab the guy's attention,

i suggest u quit trying.they dunt Like u!accept the harsh reaLity bitches!

they might be dweLLing on other girLs & u on dem whiLe somebody eLse on u!

in the end it was just a vicious cycLe.& nobody gets anybody.

i dunno but i have figured out this puzzLe.hmm.

im over it.=P

i want to get a job ASAP.

since ya,wa n nur r gg to werk at pizzaut,i guess i wanted to join.

bt gues what?!!i did not reach their age Limit.im 14!!

k.bye.

thnks for reading,pLs tag at the right-hand side corner.

=DD

geography,omg.

im faiLing u!!

chem was a free period & a maLe teacher came in n toLd us what our future Line wLd be.[if we want to]

so here goes mine.

O'LvL

PoLy

Overseas studies at AustraLia fr a degree.

make it an easy trip.

Success is not a destination,it is a journey.

=P

da bace nie post Sahar??haha.i write ur name.giLe.=D

omg.im sweating Like a pig.btw,i speLLed penitence wrngLy.k.wtv.
hahaha.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.no mood.=[

im in the situation in "everywhere i go" by katherine mcphee.

hehe.

haish.=[

Tis is nt fr time-pass,

nt a poem either.

juz a Letter to a crush.=}

Dear crush,

not another infatuation

not another one sided-Lie.

in tis deadLy situation weak enough it is;to fight.

Da mutuaL feeLings has died wen hatred rays repLace the dim Light.

da depeting memories forcibLy Left stranded on a nite soo duLL.

ur eyes was bLinded by my onLy gLowing souL.

u cLdnt see me

u wLdnt need me

aLL tat i wish for u to be.

u purr i was da sweetest thang.

why da faLse hopes??

ive hurts peeps aLng da way bt ur arrow deepen into my cLosed doors.

kneeLin' dwn,

u make me hoping.

to be one of ur precious deeds.

we were nvr da same,

our Line was of diff pace.

it was nvr meant to be and if u cLd onLy see

how much u matters.

da smiLe u sent was my yearns.

Boy,im thirsty for ur affection.

why does it ends tis way,

why da frenship remains?

ur nt trying hard enough to get by,

i've tried.

Egoistis agenda wont Lead us nowhere.

why da fLirting n teasing wen im nt da oen fr u.

why da concerns wen dts nt a genuine care.

NegLected my miLLion sLeepLess nite tinkin abt da curve u put on my face.

tore my heart open,

i didnt give it to u on purpose,

cnt figure out hw u stoLe my heart.

SpeechLess n faded is tis hw da book ends?

nthng bt gd frens?

Let chnge da concLusion,

Let us end tis happiLy ever after.

though even if we make it,

i noe it wont be pLeasant.

Bt im suree,

im gLad having u once in my Life.

come on,

Let us dance to tis sng forever.

Come n teLL me i ws nvr da one;i wLdnt wanna waste my time.

u gave up ur ego.

i gave up mine.

u Left me to rue wif juz enough to survive in tis penetence.

Feed me wif ur charm,

u did.

Dear boy,

dnt see me Like a desperate chick.

Observe me Like da chick u r desperate to.

i dnt wanna Lose u agaen,

its 3 yrs too Lng n 1 yr pathetic engh fr me to roam aLne.

be mine??

how obsessed i am.

how naive i have become.

Lets us officiaLLy cLOse tis book.

Leave me.

Dear crush.

Tis is juz an infatuation.

juz a perfect one-sided Lie.

=}

~Love Syaf.

RSVP.

i Look oLder.nya.ha.=P

yest went to JP for dinner.aLng da way saw darLing frenzies.as i was waLkin' towards the mrt station,sudd syu nudge me;i was obLivious.Saw huda,era mindy.huhuhu.after reachin' dere saw [another]Huda werkin' at pizzahut.haha.den den saw Shahidin & more i guess.-.-

todae skip madrasah.decide to reLax at home or mayb gg jogging in da afternoon?

ooh.dats it i guess.i hate it when i have no mood.grr.wth.

i Like dat motherfcukin' sweeetard.such an ass.={{{{{{

ok,daa.=}

so 2dae,events events that has been happening.

woke up at 6.it was raining heaviLy.

thought to myseLf abt skipping schL 2dae.but refLect back tat there is geog,eng,maLay test.grrr.i cudnt skip aLL tt shit.hahaha.so got on my feet & sprint to the bathroom.

board the 7.05 bus,we were supposed to be Late!bt we r not!hahaha.cooLio.

did geog test,den eng,den mLy.err,fr eng i guess its not exactLy wt u caLL a test.ahha.den wen geog tyme miss chin caught my grey socks & poLish naiLs.haha.tk mrh pon..den den now cht wif zuzu,dedey & aLyp.bodow.bestbest.r u fLirting wif me or u r jus Leading me on siaa aLyp.suckerrr.jerkkk-err.bye.

2dae i went to schooL

haha.no prob.oh my.it remind me of tis guy.he said he gonna msg me & its nt a probLem.bt he did not.huuh.guyyss.=.=""""yest whiLe i was onLine-ing he chatted wif me.oh boy.u noe u drive me crazy.aLrite stp tis crap.jerk.hahaha.so i have make up my mind to go NAFA after O.err.mayb.coz i heard to quaLify it doesnt matter whether u r a genius or not.hahaha.kwtv.studystudystudy.omg.cher,dont u even noe what u r teaching fr maths?u seems to teach onLy on the right side.& negLEct the Left.fineeee.-.-& niwae.tis is the song dt is currentLy in my mind since it heLps me wen im feeLing Low.hehe.ayee.tc.thnks fr reading tiLL da end.PLS TAG.LoL..=DDDD& since wen did i favour the coLour green??!

hey dude,

im at home.=.="

LoL.

due to my uniform which was dirtied whiLe washing?!

omg.

boredom is striking man.

damn.

im sorry if i have hurts u,& for Leading u on perhaps.

its just my styLe.

hahaha.what crap!just a random thought.

hehe.

schooL schooL schooL.

i dun care abt the teachers,

nor the friends.

just concentrate on studies.

XD.

omg,am i in deep troubLes or what?

wtv.

hahaha

omg

byebye

k.

Lst wrds

nemind

haha

bye.

psst,aiyo.mak da tk suke nur.nnt kLau mak tk kasi kite kwn Lg mcm mane?

hehehe.LoL AHH.mepek.me.hmm.tis fcuking extensions is driving me mad.4 strands da gugur!!grr.another one strand den i wiLL take it aLL out.hmm.=[..money burn jus Like dat.soo much of da permanent.its nt even a mnth.weeLL 2.wtv.bye.ooowiie,tmr definiteLy gg to schooL.

yeahh.

omg.

my head is spinning outta controL.

'someone' is running a treadmiLL inside my mind

doesnt he gets tired?

ahaaha.

just stop okehh?

or i wiLL burn down my brain.

ok.shut.

im feeLing DiiiizZZZZyyyyy.

=[

simpLy put im SiCK.

7-8 yrs friendship?haha.=]
minah merepek tap okLah.haha=P
mish tis crazy guy!
tuu da smbng giLe babi.ooops!haha.=DD
weee..kwn since Lst yr .hehe.=D
she da jad minahrep beb.haha!=P
aawww.=]
?da quite smbng pon.=P
miss dem.hahaha.

As i sit aLone,

with da warm sun on my back,

i reaLize sumtings missing,

a part of me which Lacks..

cLd it be da trees,

reachin' fr da sky?
or cLd it b da chiLdren,

waLkin home,

who pass me by..

Perhaps

i miss da birds,

chirpin' sweetLy above my head?

aLL i feeL is restLessness,

a part of me is dead..

i knw nw wat it is,

nw i reaLize wat is wrng,

its da feeLin',

they caLL soLitude,

aLL my frens r gone..

of coz i knw,

dat s we grow,

we have to make our way,

we aLL must pLot a diff course,

to go by everyday..

i aLwaes tot my frenships,

wLd be round,

juz Like da moon,

but u see,

i m nt ready,

for it aLL end so soon..

i miss their happy Laughter,

fLoatin' on da wind,

i miss the many secrets,

dat circuLate within..

Da onLy way to keep,

our friendship woven tight,

is to keep in contact aLwaes,

n den we'LL be aLright!

~much Love.=DD

imyg

after being a champion fr Lst yr.

i somehow Left the stadium empty-handed fr this yr.

hahaha,

nemind,i preserve.

=PP

preserve kapeee..

huahua.tc.byebye.=DD

peepos says Sar Benett Look Like me.

or i Look Like her

does it make any diff.??

we stiLL Look the same the other way round.

ok.quit the perasan-an.

im excited for sport day.

pLus a bit of nervousness.

hehs

it wiLL be my first time running for 100m

in my sec schL yr.haa.

im scared of the gunshot!

arghh!

how??

what if i did a terribLe strt & became Lst?!

arghh.or worse 4th?

i hate it wen i came in forth.

coz atLeast if i came in third i wiLL get an award bt forth?!

its too excruciating.was tht how u speLL it??

haha

omg.

jus wish me Luck.=PP

hmmhmm.

i dunno i am soo open-minded.

i am.

fcuk

haha

aLritey.poohpooh is a dinasaur!

take care.

~i dream a worLd where u cn see

i dream a miLLion sLeepLess night

i dream a fire wen u touching my hand

but it twist into smokes wen i turn on the Light

im speechLess & faded

its too compLicated is tis how the book ends

nothing but gd frens?

i wish i was LoneLy instead of just onLy

crystaL & see through but nt enough to u

u dun need me

u dont Love me

the way i wish u wLd

the way i noe u cLd.

thnks fr being such a gd fren.

=DD

~dedicated to some guys that i cLdnt grab hoLd of

& Let dem fade away.bodow peh jtn.haha.wtv.tkde haL uh.

[ok.shut.mcm minah merepek jek bbL.haha!=P]

=[

what a sad story.serious.sobx!

=[

twins or wat?weLL,nt exactLy.hehs
OMG.highbitches.pfft
Look into my eyes.haha.

aLritey.heLo peepos.

its been 4 consecutive days i am absent frm schooL.
who cares?

nobody cares.

my parents dont care.

i dont care myseLf.

its my own future,my own Life.

rigghhht!

haha.

i care.i want to be a Lawyer.

hehe.=DD

so 2mrrw definiteLy gg,as we have sport day.

that wat i have been waiting for.

haha.

Lets just pray that aLL this buLLshit abt skipping schooL & stuffs faded away.

i wanna be a genius.

i regret wat i did.

feLt soo sorry for myseLf.

=[

Yudiiiii....mane kau?!hahaha!tk repLy cmmnt sei.

k.shut up.i noe im a gd gaL.

=PP

i Love u ppL.

if you are cute

you can caLL me baby

if you are nice

you can caLL me sweetie

if you are hot

you can caLL me tonite!

=P

hahaha.thank God for giving me a brain to think.

coz it seems that i dont have a reaL good roLe modeL arnd.

& thnks to my attitude for nt being that easy to be infLuence.

juz wish things to stay that way.

HOPE.

the beauty of art.
this is what i caLL beauty.=]

i need inspiration fr my oncoming art.theme 'beauty'

ok.teLL me to shut up!

haha.=DD
this one's hot.:P

i knew what i want

i want to get hoLd of what i want

but the first step is yet to take

it's the cruciaL part to begin at

i have a dream

but i have queries

if i can Live up to my dreams

what is taking me back?

i suppose it's just a Lack of

opportunity & the sLightest Luck

but with Lots of enthusiasm &

determination & never give up attitude

pLus Lots of Luck

the dream wiLL be mine

Sooner or Later

we'LL just see.

it wont be a dream after aLL,

it'LL be a dream come true.

=]

i gasped with awe.

now-as usuaL,i was Left

stranded aLone-again with books as my bestfriend

in a corner.

nobody care,not a souL.

but i knew tis is not the end.

im wiLLing to sacrifice my aLL..

the beauty of Life i wiLL witness

not frgetting the soLitude i wouLd nvr negLect.

i gasp again!what has overcome me.

writing poems with deep feeLings & meaning??

hahaha.

OMG.

that[Lets not mention names]has stood me up agaen!

[in some sort of way]

i have had enough of ur motherfcuker attitude.

u r nt even trying.

jus get Lost

i wish u wiLL jus Let me go.

or guiLtiness wiLL haunt me.

u wont give up.effing.i noe.

Lets frget abt tis but i am stiLL hoLding a grudge over u!jackass.

overacting??i tink not!u aint worth my time.

pfft/

i sounded Like my aLter ego.

=.=""""""

im sorry peepos.

=DD

when is the right time for me to have big curLs?!

wait,

the probLem Lies with da money.

saving but yet keep spending.

good job syaf.

ahaha.

2mrrw speech day.

ofcoz.

i did not win any prize..

=.="

how obvious cLd dt be?

hehe.

but wiLL be coming dwn to schL to support peepos.

errr...

hahaha.

post nie syaf mcm phm Lurh.

ahha.

& ooh hawtie,i miss u!!

:P

~Beauty Lies in the eye of the beholder.

=]

~i feeL soo different & yet so aLive!=Pyeah.

how wLd u feeL if u tot tat u r gettin' smarter but actuaLLy u r faiLing ur grades??

how wLd u..nahh,frget abt it.

Lets just stp pondering.

hmm..

so 2dae,absent frm schL.

no absoLute reason.

was grounded for da day bt eventuaLLy syu went out.

to queensway,tngkt satu.*winks.

she borrowed my money of course,[she's broke]

haha.

gosh,i am Laughing my ass out whiLe wtchin' tis movie.

the grudge 2.

hehe.

[i tends to Laugh wen im scared]

ok,bck.syu said she gonna be home by 7.

i cLdnt see her.=.="'"""""

make my parents worry onLi.haha

=DD

i cant wait fr sport's day!!

i wiLL be running for a few of the events.

quite dissapointed as we have no cLass jersey,

tk cukup time Lahh!heh..

nvm.

sape cepat die yg dpt.

haha.

thought of the day!

=DD

2dae,after schooL went to Bedok.

Lepak ngn matreps/Loser/tkde wawasan nye org.

hehe.

its not my fauLt i caLLed them names.

but seriousLy,when i asked one of them'tk skoLa ehh?'

den he repLy'da reLek ah'

hahaha.u see.i dun wanna b part of dem.=[

& it feeLs good when u feeL dat u r fated wif a person.

reaLi.=]

i want him!

ok.when boarding the bus i saw tis one guy.

i dpt caught his name.

nemind.Lets juz koL him abg di.

hehe.he's cute.ok,tkLah.sbnrnye biase.im just exaggerating.haha.wtv.

den da trn kt jrg interchnge die hiLang.

soo me n ya g bedok,biLe baLek.

OMG,saw him at bedok nye mrt,otw baLek...

same Lahh kite.hehe.fated kn?LoL.

omgomgomg.u suck.nt u.dat casanova.ok.sorry,random thought.hees

then now wen i am chtting wif tis guy,he is wahyudi fren.aLahh..=[[[

haiz.k.byebye.wat a boring post.kn zuzu??

hahaha!=P

owite.ApriL fooL!

hahaha.

=.="

decided to fooL certain ppL bt onLy some repLied.

bontot btoL.

haha.

ok.

my thoughts r fiLL wif the fact tat schooL sucks.
weLL,in certain way.

i Lovee arrtt..

wooyeah.

ok.bye.

maths=duLL.

im off on fri.

wanna see yuan ching's sport day,

n i wanna watch movie wif u Lhh.hehe.

sorry schooL.i dont give a damn.=PP

&& omg,cockroaches r everywhere..

gee