it didnt cross my mind to bLog today

but

was informed of yet another devastating news

tt is , fr me

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sisters r aLL out doin' their own things.

eg,cLubbing + werking

cried my heart out behind Locked door.

reasons being of my too sensitivity seLf

[comment made by bro-in-Law]

added more hurts to my nearLy fuLL bottLed feeLings.

mayb this is the time.

[to Let it aLL out]

=/

FinaLLy reLieving myseLf off my heavy heart

i feeL quite cLear-headed now

=}

[finaLLy a smiLe]

=/

ish

Dearest BFH caLLed

she got a bad news to teLL

ok.mayb right now,right this moment,after the "amie-atikah" incident,aLL i wish is for ignorance to be a bLiss.i seriousLy dunt wanna noe aneting !

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PuL,my fren,my fren-who-stay-infront-of-my-bLck-,the-guy-who-i-found-hard-to-admit-tt-i-Like-him,is cntcting wif Eeda.

hey,i noe tt girL.she is oso da one, who my ex,wanna get to noe her betta too.

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why must it aLwaes be this way?

within our,MY circLes of friends?

if it was a stranger,i wLdnt even care a hoot !

damn.

what the use of reading books abt not sweating the smaLL stuffs when this seems to be a so big stuff to me??

over-reacting?

mayb.

yes.mayb i am.=/

[this is the reasons of opening ur heart.]

but this has been happening to many times !

& i knew i need to get a break.

whiLe conferencing wif Syu & Nur,i sudd. feeLs i need to be aLone,so i simpLy put my hp dwn,bt did nt hang up.

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even the cookies beside me cLdnt bring up my mood.

i guess my mood is Lying on my feet now.

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i totaLLy need some space

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& so much thoughts of "u r da nex one"

=DD

frget it

i am Leaving this with a ~wide SMiLE~

coz they say,dont sweat the smaLL stuffs & it aLL smaLL stuffs!

XD!!