Friday, April 17, 2009

Doesnt.matter.where.we.going.
if.we're.heading.in.the.wrong.direction.
theres.no.connection.here..
it.doesnt.matter.if.you.want.me.
but.you.cant.decide.what.you.need.
i.just.hope.i've.made.myseLf.cLear..
And.frankLy.im.tired..
im.tired...
OF.YOU.
i.shouLd.update.sooner.or.Later,
i.just.cant.bottLe.up.this.feeLings.anymore..
But..
i.cant.find.the.right.words.to.express.this.emotions.out.
Anyway...
this.week.has.been.a.sad.week.for.some.of.my.peers.
And.bad.attitudes.were.emphasised.out.Loud.
Here.a.short.quotes.for.them:

God'LL.not.give.you.a.burden.you.can't.handLe..
So,if.you.find.yourseLf.in.a.mess.that's.impossibLe.to.resoLve,
take.it.as.a.compLiment
which.God.thinks.YOU.CAN.DO.iT!

Anyway..
Passed.Physics.test.
Haha.
Oh.goLLy.....XD
Anyway.was.suppose.to.be.meeting.Random.up.at.2.30..
But.somehow.he.postponed.the.time.tiLL.Later.at.5.45..
*Bite.him*
He.wiLL.be.picking.me.up.
As.in.fetch.me...
As.in.under.my.bLock.
And gonna catch the movie "17 again"
Haha
Paradise...
Ah.not.quite...
i.expressed.parts.of.my.feeLings.to.some.of.my.cLose.friends...
But.i.din.know.if.i.was.even.Lying.to.myseLf.or.to.them.
Or.maybe...
i.reaLLy.dont.give.a.damn.
Anyway,what.are.we.Looking.for.in.a.guy,if.not.for.his.Looks?
What.are.we.Looking.for.in.a.guy.if.not.for.his.weaLth?
What.are.we.Looking.for.in.a.guy.if.not.for.his.fame?
What.are.we.Looking.for.in.a.guy.if.not.for.the.LUST?
i.guess.i.reaLLy.wasnt.in.the.mood.to.experience.this..kinda.thing.again.
Maybe.aLL.i.want.is.a.companion.after.so.Long..
RecaLLing.back.to.previous.daters...
i.am.expressing.my.gratitude.to.them.for.not.touching.me.
Yes,theres.hugs.and.stuffs.
But.not.to.the.extreme.extent.
Am.reaLLy.touched.by.Era/Amira/Aisyah.
for.caring.about.what.i.shouLd.wear.
Haha.
Anyway...
one.hour.thirty.minutes.to.go...
*heart.thumping*
Haha.
Oh-uh.suddenLy.i.reaLise.how.i.am.missing.him.badLy.
Erk~
Lesser.friends/Lesser.heartache
X)

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