Gotten back Physics and EngLish paper today.
ShaLL not eLaborate much,but my scores is totaLLy devastating.
i scored atLeast a two digit number for EngLish.[stiLL faiL]=]
And for Physics,i managed to get Less than 10,and to be more specific,Less than 5.=}
What the use of having someone-pro-who-can-teach-me in that subject yet i fLunk the test terribLy?
For maths,another Less than 5 points.Lowest in cLass.Not proud.Dissapointed.
oh yeahh,i am in a seriousLy dead shit.im dead.
High chances to be retained,weLL,that is what most of the teacher toLd me.0.0
UnLess a miracLe happen,i wiLL ace my EOY.Fat hope.My Luck is running out.i need to WAKE UP to face this reaLity.

ALot of unnecessary stress is running in my mind.Get Lost .
My brain is fiLLed up with empty,bLank space.
How couLd i be so stupid?
i used to be so cLever.USED TO.

Jyeah,heLp me God.i wiLL try to heLp myseLf too.PeopLe heLp me too.ehhe.

My heart is somehow being bLocked.The pain,i can't bear it.Something is Like.ok,crap.im fine peopLe !hehe.=DD

Venom,facing aLots of probLem and chaLLenges huh?
Me too baybee !
haha..sedeh Lahh babe...=<
Tomorrow if aLL pLans work out,wiLL be outz with him.
20/08/2008
What a nice date.
LoL.
miss him.=]

WiLL be off to MaLaysia this coming 21.
Hope this trip wiLL somehow ease my mind off things for awhiLe.

Sorry i skip schooL again tomorrow.
Sorry i couLdn't taLk about Love right now.
Sorry i sm such a confused kid.
Sorry i am such a Loser.
Sorry i am not up to your expectations.
Sorry i make you disappointed.
Sorry i didn't make you proud.
Sorry i am not a good friend.
Sorry i didn't taLk to you anymore.
Sorry for everything i did.

=)