i'LL hoLd yest. sweet memories on my mind

i wont 4get u

since we r not gonna meet up again due to ur tight & bz scheduLe

i guess it was nvr meant to be

skip.

Yest met up with Amie.

i wouLd put up his pics if i cLd but we din managed to take pics 2gather

He was hot !

fair-skin,awesome hair,eyes dat cLd kiLL,smiLe dt cLd meLt MY heart

=}

if onLy....

we wasnt having a reaL convo

he was bz textin' i was bz toking.

he was textin' aLL da way !

it cLd piss me off bt i tried to hoLd it due to his sweet apoLogies.

& at one time a girL caLLed him[i knew it was a girL cause he furthered his distance away frm us wen he took da caLL ,he did not excused himseLf wen it was his director.]

& Wa was Like "kao suke die?"

who cLd resist him? !so i said i was fcukin' jeaLous ! !

{=

i did not communicate engh wif him,infact i aLmost kept quiet da whoLe time !

i am a SHY person.effing !

=[

if onLy we cLd make up 4 dt day

i promise i wiLL chnge.

but i doubt there wiLL be.

={

went bck hme,effing earLy

nearLy 11,sLept tiLL 12 when wa sudd. asked

WA :have u msg him?

SYAF :noooo.i have nvr done dat b4,msging guys after we first meet.cLdnt we wait for him to msg me?

WA :it is da 21st century !God !msg him !!

so,i took out my phone & typed

:nice meeting wif ya juz now,aye gdnite =)

he repLied

:ohk.. Sme here.. Gdnite :-)

Since da day we first knew each other he have nvr give me a 'smiLe'.

so can u cncLude da meanin'?

"it wiLL be our Last"

pffft.

=.=

after schL went 4 detention

sLept da whoLe hr,thinking

dreamt abt Amie,coz i AM thinkin' bout him

haha

dreamt of Syu too

bt i din knw dat i was thinking bout her?

hehe

soon after i found myseL smiLing.

0.0

CME period we did target settings

frm any exams onward we need to improve by one grades

so by O'LeveL

my L1r4 wLd be : 10 !

how awesome wLd dat be ?!!

thnks fr da motivations.

=DD

i wish dat at aLL times teachers wiLL strt off their Lessons by giving inspirations foLLowed by motivations.

XD !

i rmbred da time wen i was scared abt pubLisiced my bLog

bt now.

how i wish i cLd show da whoLe worLd my bLog

haha !

effing crazy !

=DD

fcuk off suckass

=DD

jokin'

i just need to be aLone

4 awhiLe