~Who says that its better to have Love and Lost i wish that i've never Love at aLL.

it's true how humans are not perfect.
Everyone has got their imperfection and fLaws,and yet when you think that someone is perfect,then maybe you just din' know that person weLL enough.
Every human beings has got their imperfection but if you think you are not one of the imperfect human,
And debate and counter my saying,which means
if you think you are perfect...
try waLking on water.
XP

Anyway,two of my subjects' teachers were absent from schooL and therefore very mendak.

Haha.

So far i've faiLed my Maths-for the mean time-but din receive back my SS and Chemistry.

Shiet,what a major improvement.

And i don't think i'LL be updating that often again,i need to chiLL out.

i need to man-hunt.

Yummy.XPP

Oh great,New Moon wiLL be in the theatres on November !

its ok,Edward won't be in the movie anyway,i mean,appearing.

i mean,read the book and you know what i meant.

XD

HEART-SHAPED ROTi PRATA ONE AND ONLY MADE BY SYAF WOOCHY.

i doughed it myseLf !CooLio.

HahahaXD

And i spotted a smiLey face on the bLock opposite's mine when i was busy binocuLar-ing someone.

Not.

Haha.

Anyway,whiLe pouring my excess water out yesterday,i reaLLy feLt the Loniness without a companion.And guess who i was thinking of at that time??

Go figure.

~i need a guy.

What happened yesterday?

• Accompanied oLdest sis to attend a taLk program about First Mums' Congress 2009 at RaffLes convention centre.
• There's Zoe Tay + ivy Lee.
• ivy Lee is 6 month pregnant but she Look as if she wasnt.i mean,she is so skinny.

Had a tiff with 'sLow' and i swear that was the Last straw and i don't wanna Look in the eye with him ever again.You think i shouLd change my attitude?What about yours huh?You think your attitude is so perfect that you can attract friends more?And bytheway mister,you Lose friends more than you can gain them so better Look inside your souL and change first and maybe i shaLL foLLow your Lead.But for now,you are just a number one jerk i have ever met.How to avoid you since i don't wanna pLay in this hypocrisy and i swear i can't when you keeps haunting my sis,hauting in my house.TaLking about bLinded Love.And it so saddened that my heart expLoded at the wrong time,but an embrace can reaLLy warm your coLd heart.Thanks Yongyeng.

• Bought a bag which cost just within the budget that mummy gave me.
• Anyway,eff off my sight faggot.

XD

GOOD MORNiNG !

KiLL me softLy peopLe....
Syaf dying of boredom...

i don't know what to do with my Life.
Something inside my heart is Lacking but i cant muster up the courage to find it...
To know even what is it...

Syu are getting ready to assist 2nd sis on choosing her new heLmet.
How absurd.
i mean,she put aside her most important aspect,homeworks,and went off to Bugis on a schooL night just for the sake of accompanying.
HeLL,i shouLd say yes more,then maybe i wouLd do something fooLish too.

Haha,ok,saying yes to accompany someone on a schooL night is not that absurd.

i am frickin' exaggerating.

But maybe i shouLd start the-saying-yes-to-every-questions next year...
And my Life wouLd be MORE interesting right?
Like saying yes to everything.....
Can you guys imagine that??
Anyway,i nearLy had a heartattack back on the paradesquare this morning when i was being informed that Siti din' went to schooL.
And Era.
You see,i am aLone without them.
Yes,see how LoneLy i am.
i cant survive in cLass without them,oh so meLodramatic.
Anyway,i've this 'exciting' event coming up this Saturday.
i wiLL teLL you what it is on the day itseLf aLrite?
Passed my Geography test,but din' score weLL enough to make me jump up and down and touch my forehead to the ceiLing.
FOREHEAD??!
Right..
One thing i hate in most of my 'friends'are they are such a racist bunch !
HeLL,frickin' get a straight mind and stop criticizing other cuLtures wiLL you?
Yes,i stiLL have got the hots for Edward.
ANYWAY,i've got the feeLings that someone doesnt favor me that much.
i mean,you wiLL know it when you suspect someone disLike you right?
Yeah,go figure.

i am effen bored so apoLogys for any unacceptabLe words.

if there's any,that is.

X)

Who is your TWILIGHT guy? Your Result: Edward You are attracted to the dark, sexy, sensitive types. You like the bad boys, and love adventure, and the unknown. Edward is your ideal guy because who wouldn't love a guy with model good looks, charm and a dangerous side?
Jacob
Tyler
Jasper
Emmett
Eric
Mike
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YES!EDWARD.....*hearts*

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
Disappointment
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Ah yes.
Anyway,Syaf outz~
X)

Today schooL went weLL,i mean great as in its normaL as in Like my normaL is great,so you get what im saying?
Except that Era was absent from schooL and Left me and Aisyah to stare into each other eyes during recess.
Haha,joke.
Thanks fer the chicken !
XD
Anyway,Syaf has become Syaf the bLack girL now,so i figure you know what i am trying to say.
Syaf,bLack skin,bLack hair.
Anyway,received my tests and i was frickin' shocked.
i managed to pass my Physics !
Oh my oh my,never in my Life...
And EngLish,im among the two person who has passed it.
And Aisyah..ofcourse,shes the Legend.
Hehe.
i want to study more..
and i meant reaLLy more...
as in MOOORRREEEEE...
and ofcourse the correct word is HARDER.
Anyway,i Like my mothertongue teacher which is better[in my opinion]than Last's year.
i am not comparing,just stating a fact.
i mean Last year's was ok too,tiLL i managed to pass it.
i need MORE homeworks to improvise my revision.
HeLL,what am i saying?
Ah,art..
What a drag......
Notes to Aisyah and Era:if by any chance when both of you are absent from schooL,do inform me !EspeciaLLy on Tuesday,Wednesday or Friday.
Haha.
i miss Nuriha !hahaha
i mean going out with you.
i mean going out with you and reminding you about my beLated birthday present.
XP
And anyway,my bag was being torn apart when i decided to wash it in the washing machine.
HeLL,such a frickin' Lazy *** i am,that what it does to you,Lazy destroys you.
And guess what mummy?
Dont worry i wont need money to repLace it,i wiLL just stitch it up,i reaLLy dont intend to waste your money.
i reaLLy dont,i am a reasonabLe daughter.
Right.

Arh,fuck you upside down !
Hahaha.
Anyway,went to Vivo at around 2 pLus but was actuaLLy supposed to be there at 2.30.
Me,Syu and Nur went out of the house at 2.30.
Hehe.
The most memorabLe pLus traumatized part was when we were being chased by a dog !
FUCK !
i used to hate dogs,but now i reaLLy hate hate dogs.
Up to date,counting today,i've been chased by a dog for about three effen time.
Now teLL me how not to get traumatized.
Anyway,the dog was a GoLden retriever !
LuckiLy,the dog wasn't aiming for me,he was running towards Nuriha and Huda.
Haha !
Now take that !
Anyway,overaLL was fun,took some pics and i've had a reaLLy tough time upLoading it at friendster.
Bite this Lappy off.
Too fatigue,im going to eat.
i wanna gain some frickin' weight !

So what did i do today that is 'memorabLe'?
Went to Aisyah's house,then headed straight to the saLon at around 7 pLus after returning home from her house at 5 pLus.
Era went back home after the first period which is fLag raising and by the Look at her Legs.
Ouch,that must reaLLy hurts?
Yeah.=/
Anyway,cut my hair and it doesnt Look any different.
Tomorrow gonna ceLebrate VaLentine's day with girLs since i've no Boy-s.
Nyahaha.
HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTiNE'S DAY !
HeheXDD

isnt it funny how day-by-day

nothing changes

but when you Look back

EVERYTHiNGS DiFFERENT

So here i am again,Syaf,the bLonde girL.
Anyway,i passed my hair attire check and someone said because it was just 'cause of mere Luck.
WeLL,i guess it was partLy true as i din' redye my hair and i couLd feeL Lady Luck smiLing at me when i Lied to the teacher.
How ignorant.
Anyway,THANK GOD.
Maths has become tougher each frickin' day and i cant cope with it.
Syaf gives up.
Homeworks are catching up with my hectic scheduLe but somehow,i am too fatigue mentaLLy and physicaLLy to entertain them.
God bLess me.
And i need to effen change this skin to a fresh one ASAP,there're no frickin' dates !
Latest update:THURSDAY>12/02/2009

Was caught for coLoured hair.
HeLL,ofcourse i shouLd be caught,my hair coLour is so striking.
Too bLonde,its not naturaL.
Anyway,was given a warning Letter,the coLour of the piece of note was striking too.
YeLLow.
A Warning Letter.
And my fringe was too Long?
Shit,i thought we couLd just pin it up..
What happen to the invention caLLed hairpins?
Ahh,burned a frickin doLLar just for spraying afew strands of hair.
Had Chemistry test for today's Lesson,i doubt that i wiLL pass it with fLying coLours.
But i wiLL be overjoy if i were to get atLeast a two digit for the test's score.

i am so stressed out.

i just cant seems to get the right ones.

ALL of it was just so pLain.

Either that,or,we just seems to Lack chemistry.

i've had enough of aLL this searching,and i am too tired to search for one now.

Eventhough my Life wouLd be meaningLess without the perfect bLogskin,i shaLL endure.

Oh heLL,i've Lost track of today's date.
Anyway,am stiLL trying to keep up with updating my bLog reguLarLy pLus interestingLy.
i know how it feeLs Like when you're bLog-hopping to someone's page but the Latest update was Like 2 years ago.
Oh the horror !
Anyway,was haLf-way through my Art project when suddenLy my-get-bored-easiLy-attitude came.
it was sad how the physicaL appearance of this rectangLe thing managed to Lure my mind and therefore activate my brain to move my body infront of this rectangLe thing.-unnecessary
Which is ofcourse my Laptop.
Anyway,i doubt i wiLL pass my Art.
Or Physics.
Or Chemistry.
Or Maths
Or...
EngLish.
*gasps*
i mean,what's reaLLy the aim for having CA1?
To nonetheLess perk you up when you reaLise you have done way badLy for your test.
Hah.
Like Last year's resuLt couLdn't buck me up enough.
One thing that offence me is when even after severaL times teLLing peopLe to Link me,they stiLL din' do it.
i mean,whatthefuck,just effen Link me !
ANYWAY,probLem aside.
i has finished reading the TwiLight Saga,and onLy managed to controL my emotions for two books onLy.
Which is TwiLight and EcLipse,but i did cried watching the movie[TwiLight].
=X
Anyway,was feeLing emotionaL when reading New Moon and Breaking Dawn.
Oh the sadness.
Sorry,din intend to teLL you of how fragiLe emotionaL vuLnerabLe naive i am.
And speaking of resuLts,i couLdnt imagine why i wiLL not faiL my tests again?
i mean,the routine is the same.
My attitude?
i guess i was cLearLy a faiLure when i din' do my EngLish homeworks.
Am stiLL not doing it.
Anyway,i know i couLdnt get to the course that i dream of.
The answer is simpLe.
i din' take up a subject that they wanted.
Oh the pure dissapointment.
if onLy i couLd beLieve and reLy on fantasy,i wouLdnt stuck in this reaLity worLd.

Someone toLd me to update my bLog everyday.
But,what shouLd i post for every frickin' day?
i mean,my days aLL went smoothLy with the same frickin' routine.
i don't want to hypnotize my audience into a compLete daze with my frickin' exciting everyday Life;which is schooL,home,sLeep,study.
You see,i guess my Life isn't that 'interesting' Like some peopLe who updates everyday.
Right.
Anyway,VaLentine's day is drawing nearer each day.
And as per usuaL,i don't have a date for that speciaL day where you reaLLy need to truLy express your genuine Love for your significant other.
The onLy day.
Anyhoo,going to spend with my girLfriends if i am reaLLy going to near hysterics if being Left aLone at home.
But theres actuaLLy someone in my mind that i wouLd Love for him to ask me out on a date.
i miss him.
AfteraLL,he stiLL owe me one.
i am currentLy cracking my empty skuLL for ideas to entertain me through the night.
My eyes are too heavy to continue reading my breaking dawn and my body is too numb to fiLL my stomach with proteins.
Don't get easiLy despise with the beautifuL facade.
Beauty is skin-deep.
And i've spent about severaL hours just to find myseLf a new fresh skin.
This was the best choice.
But it stiLL doesn't have the 'kicks'
And my money is draining out of me faster than you can say 'Edward CuLLen'.
Gahh,i reaLLy shouLd spent my time dieting and save myseLf some pocketmoney.
And what?

Become effen bony but managed to own a fat waLLet?
That wouLd be nice.
Syaf outz~

BasicaLLy that's me when im in my freaking schooL uniform.

Too bad,you aint seeing me much in it.

UgLy?just impart it out Loud.

i aint even care a hoot.

Anyway,head home at around 4 pLus with the usuaL,as in La,Bu,Wa,Bi.

Babu babi.

Ok bad joke.

Anyway,i shouLd type furiousLy on this keyboard whiLe my time is ticking,oh,how precious is my time.

StiLL cLueLess with my Art.

FaiLed my Latest test as in maths and physics,the most hated subjects but managed to pass my Geography.

Like heLL,we din even do any test on Geog.

Anyway,improve aLot,but stiLL din' scored high enough,on my maths i mean.

Thank God its Friday tomorrow.

Ah,weekends,i can feeL it caLLing me,softLy,soothingLy to my ear.

FeeL the breeze baby !

i miss Sentosa bytheway.

Nope,definiteLy not,i was just joking.

Gosh,you aint even Laughing.

How worse can my jokes get?

Anyway,i vow to myseLf that i wiLL dedicate my precious time to just studying my LittLe ass off.

Right.

i effing want that course in PoLy.

i know you know but i am too embarrassed to say it out Loud to this uninvited audience.

Shit,you guys wiLL Laugh your big ass out if you knew what my ambition is.

Serious.

ANYWAY,im stiLL haLfway through breaking dawn,the twiLight saga book no. fourth series?

Yes,thats the one.

Am stiLL in Love with Edward.

i'd rather feLL in Love with a fantasy guy than a reaL Lifetime jerk.

No,heLL,i am not the kinda girL that anti-guy or anything.

Just the right one havent comes aLong,and,pLease bitches,this is exactLy not the right time to have a reLationship.

This phrase is dedicated to you know yourseLf.

Hahaha.

No offence intended.

No,i mean,do take offence.

Dont Let your heart open to simpLe opportunity that passed by and grabbed it without thinking.

i mean,they're aLL the same !

ReaLLyshiet.

i am not going to take a shoveL and shove it down his throat,cause i know this is not his fauLt.

Maybe yours.

i do care thats why i kept teLing you to be Like me !

No offence.

=DD